Last notice
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I feel like I owe some explanations to the people Im leaving behind. Some of you actually asked to know why Im leaving and its just a matter of respect to tell you.
About me : Im a 21 years old cook, Ive been living on my own since I was 17. Im actually engaged with a sweet 30 years old man. Weve been living together for 3 years now. I work in a resto-bar, they pay me 8$ per hour and Ive been working there for 4 years.
Now, let me tell you how life has been treating me since Ive reached 21 years old (june 18th)
June 18th : Some clowns that I barely know did an xtc bad trip in my back yard.
June 23th : My sister leaves for BC Canada with some friends for the summer.
June 29th : I find out Im pregnant.
July 9th : My sister calls from BC : She had met a guy there (hells angels drug dealer who just got out of jail) and shes not coming back because she wants to get married.
July 13th : I get an abortion (you Christian people if you think Im going to hell
think again)
July 26th : a dear friend of mine gets dumped by his girlfriend. He tries to commit suicide and falls in a weird coma. Hes now doped on valium and seems to be ok.
August 28th : My mom, dad and little brother leave for China (for 2 years). My mother called me last week : She caught something there and shes pretty sick as we speak.
August 30th : My parents place (and cottage) gets robbed. They took for 12 000$ worth of snow board equipment, computer pieces, video game machinery and random tv dvd stuff
September 10 : I get raped at a staff party
September 18th : My sister calls from BC : The guy she met left without a word
with the dogs, car and money. Shes now stuck at the other end of Canada, alone and without a dime. Were figuring out a way to get her back her as we speak. Shes devastated and so am I.
September 19th : My cousin gets thrown out of his house by his ex boss ( coming back from Atlanta unexpected) He has 2 days to move all of his stuff in my 2 bedrooms apartment.
September 21th : He starts moving
.my place looks like a junkyard.
September 24th : Done with the moving, I get really sick from exhaustion and Im on a illness vacation from work.
September 24th : (same day 8:00 am) I get a note from a friend on DA : Some people love me enough to start a live journal forum about me being a lazy ass art thieve. They bash on me for a couple of page. (note that I usually draw to relieve the pressure of my daily stresses
.I wont do it again for a long time. )
September 26th : Im really sick (pulmonary infection) and my boss just called to tell me he really needs me to replace some other guys who has a psychiatric appointment he cant miss. So much for recovery.
Some random fact :
-My best friend is HIV positive
-My mother-in-law is schizophrenic
-Ive got a potentially dangerous heart condition
-My older brother died when I was young
-Im usually very kind, respectful, and understanding
-The boy I had a crush on when I was 16 got killed in a ski trip.
-I cant deal with stress very well.
Now
.for those I might owe art to ( tattoo designs, album covers or trades
.) Im sorry. I cant draw right now and Im taking a long break from anything artistic. I know Ive failed you all but I really need to get myself together. For those who owe me art or money (you know who you are) keep it, I dont care. Im working myself sick right now and I have enough money to pay the bills
Advice : People are mostly hypocritical and disrespectful : They will backstab you until you realize it and then, theyll probably deny it all
blaming you for being so dramatic and hard to take. I wasnt born that way, people made me like this. I had a lot of friend here on DA and if you guys ever want to contact me, Ill be more than happy to talk and share with you ( rave_jenny@hotmail.com) For all the others, keep on with your lives and try never to harm people. Just get your head out of where Im thinking and realize that some things are just plain rude. Analyze and ask yourself before you do something : Is there a better, less harmful way to do or say that ? If not, youre not looking hard enough.
Take care guys, have a nice day !
-Gen (last time on DA)
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"Name:Yoru - Night
Age: 3.5
Family: Parents laid down their life for the daughter.
Appearance: of Artificial size huge Fire Wolf. Wily, ominous and ominous eyesight, often showing with image of fury. Fangs unkindly shiny, and a whirr is getting out of the throat. Entire aura of fear and dangers are shrouding She-wolfs.
Distinguish marks: on the chest a Sign of the Fire is seen... Yoru so far doesn't know what it is...
Character: Angry, malicious, cynical, devilish character. He trusts nobody, alone he is striding in suffering across the life. Formerly as the snot-nosed kid opened and radiant, now being a demonic Being, closed in oneself, hidden, avoiding the light. He loves only Darkness and the Fire.
History: Dark, overflowed with blood, pain and suffering. In the memory about its history it is possible to crown glimmers with the Shadow, the Darkness, the Emptiness and everything what Yoru has and loves. What stayed after the Sun is a Shadow.
Against forms: Secret, cynical, malicious... Proud and stubborn but also intelligent, quick and wily. He notices a lot of thing differently than different. She is strange, puzzling and too together unpredictable and incalculable... A little bit false but rather straightforward, and in the process isn't false, in one's nasty character. Coolness, which her is permeating is to the truth unpleasant. Such a cold Being, he is holding on rather alone and he is able without no one's help to survive...
Other: don't approach her better and let he won't cross your mind that it will become your friend.
The only thing what it only loves Darkness and the Fire. Everything what he is dressing that everyone normal he is afraid, it is exciting it is it and he is exciting.
He hates bright radiant days or ingratiating fawning Wolfskins, for you which must be on their guard in its presence these are all particularly dogs."
Thanks very much, if yoru draw for me this Wolf
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if i give up this dream i gove up what keeps me alive
a want to be free, i got to be me
do what a like what keeps me alive i got to be me!
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